Sunday, May 25, 2014

Holy shit sorry im late

So sorry i am late. I havent posted in forever. I went to animinneapolis today and yesterday and friday. It was fun. Yesterday i payed for my love to get in. That was fun. That was the only day of the con i could let loose and just enjoy myself completely because i wasnt sulking over him not being there. I hugged him so many times. I lost count at 36. He tried to teach me to twerk. He let me and a bunch of other touch his ass. Man that was fun. Until yr friends ditch u for random strangers they just met that day even tho u payed for them to come and then ur other friend that they barely even know starts screaming at them and it makes u feel like a bitch and u dont even know why u do u just do while in the same day u break the heart of a friend of 6 years because u dont like them back but other than that yeah it is fun.
What teh fuck why are the letters suddenly small i am sad.




My friends and i

Sunday, May 4, 2014

Friendzoned

Haha i am o ad right now. Isn't being in love horrible? Especially when it is your best friend? And even more when he has no idea, and thinks of you as a sister, and has a girlfriend that he wont stop talking about? Yeah. Sometimes life is just there to shit in your face. Today was great until we started snapchatting. I was ecstatic today, I got a hug from Micheal Rooker at comicon, i saw Matt Smith, I met up with some friends as comicon, i cosplayed, i took some pictures, I drew a little, and i snapchatted friends.
But then of course he brings up his girlfriend. And of course i have to make some lame excuse to stop talking to him o i dont start crying again. I wish i could tell someone i know, talk to them about it. I can't talk to mom about it because that is awkward. I can;t talk to Lizzie about it because she will get annoyed plus she doesnt have access to a phone or a computer right now. I cant talk to Dave about it because even though i know he knows i like Moo i like to retend he doesnt know. So i am just going to talk to you guys. You guys being no one seeing as no one follow this blog. whatever, i can see why, unlike most blogs i dont pay attention to my grammar or spelling or puntuation or capitalization. i just type freely. this blog also isnt about anything specific, it is just there and i just write whatever i want in it.
Okay, sorry for wating your time by writing this. you probably dont want to read it. I jut needed to get it off my chest somehow. Goodnight? idk when anyone will be reading this but it is goodnight for me right now. goodnight. :3

Friday, May 2, 2014

Cosplay hair

Working in my cosplay hair right now with mom. Its not working because of my dark hair color so the colored hair spray wont turn as bright red as we want. I think mom wants to attempt to style the wig we have. I feel so bad that she is doing this for me. I feel like i am making everything hard for her to do. I wish i didnt want to go to this con because if i didnt then it would be a lot easier on every one.

Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Cant sleep

*sigh* i cant sleep. And do you realize gow fucking annoying it is that the blogger app hasnt updated for ios 7 so i have to use ios 6.4 ir whatever the one before ios 7 was, i have you use that key ores and bittons and just all out interface and i hate it. Its just like no. Stop. Please stop. Thank you blogger. I hope you see this and update the app because fuck this interfce thats why. I was watching the lion king but mom made me go to bed so now i have to wait. Tomorrow after school and durring my free times during school i am goin to take my time to watch the lion king, the lion king 2, moulin rouge, and titanic. All of those movies because i havent had a good movie marathon in years. Oh ahit i can hear mom coming. Brb.
Ok im good. Im rather hungry though ao i think ima go sneak a snack. Night moterfuckers.

Fanfic

Oooh, i found a rather long Drarry fanfic. Here is a link to it if you want to read it. Ta Ta
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I just found my ipod. I havent used my ipod since 7th grade. this is like, a huge accomplishment. I am charging it now, i wonder what i have on it. It is an older ipod so there is no camera on it so i probably just downloaded a random amount of shit photos on it from google or some shit. HaHa i cant wait to see all the dumb games i got on it. Most likely all the angry birds games. Those games were a thing when i had the ipod. I am gunn go do my laundry, i wont post this yet. when i get back my ipod will be on and i will say what i found on it.
Ok back. yeah i was right about the photos but there are no games on it at all and the only contact i have on it is my friend S***n. i wont say his actual name. at the time he was my friend then he was my boyfriend a year ater and now he is my ex but still my friend. hehe. All the music is the same music on my phone (thanks icloud). 
Oh look! Moo is online. Should i go talk to him? i know he is my best friend but im horrible at starting conversations. Especially now that i have accepted my feelings for him (which he will never know aout hehe >:3) oh well. ima go talk to moo now. Cyas later.
Ok im back. Damn i am bored, he had to go do homework. god i keep looking over to my cosplay on the bench in my room. I cant wait until friday when i can wear it to the con. eeeee im so excited. <3 i cant fucking wait like omg this is gunna be the best thing that has ever happened to me.
Hehe, returns from kitchen to see cat laying on keyboard. that was fun. Hey, you guys should follow mu tumblr. I am new to using it and i really only reblog things but still. here it the link to it.
Ima go now. cya!

Homes alone and bored

Last night my mom went to a party with her friends and i stayed up so that before i went to bed i could giver her a hug goodnight. After she got home it was about midnight and i had a busy day and had been awake since 7am so i was really tired and went to bed. I didnt set my alarms and i didnt wake up today until 11am so my mom just told me to stay home and now i am bored as fuck. so here i am typing away and eating some booty. My friend from school is done snapchatting with me so im bored now because no one is online. *siiiigh* 
wow, i took a break from wiritng so i could open my tumblr and open youtube and play this youtube mix and then i endedd up going on tumblr for a while but at the same time i started to sing along to some of the songs without realizing it and i am singing while i am writing this currently and it is getting hard t concentrate on what what i am writing because of it. damn i love this song. ok im back i had to go sing for a minute. grr im bored i think i am just gunna make this a short post and stop writing now. 







The booty