Holy shit sorry im late

So sorry i am late. I havent posted in forever. I went to animinneapolis today and yesterday and friday. It was fun. Yesterday i payed for my love to get in. That was fun. That was the only day of the con i could let loose and just enjoy myself completely because i wasnt sulking over him not being there. I hugged him so many times. I lost count at 36. He tried to teach me to twerk. He let me and a bunch of other touch his ass. Man that was fun. Until yr friends ditch u for random strangers they just met that day even tho u payed for them to come and then ur other friend that they barely even know starts screaming at them and it makes u feel like a bitch and u dont even know why u do u just do while in the same day u break the heart of a friend of 6 years because u dont like them back but other than that yeah it is fun.

What teh fuck why are the letters suddenly small i am sad.

My friends and i

Friendzoned

Haha i am o ad right now. Isn't being in love horrible? Especially when it is your best friend? And even more when he has no idea, and thinks of you as a sister, and has a girlfriend that he wont stop talking about? Yeah. Sometimes life is just there to shit in your face. Today was great until we started snapchatting. I was ecstatic today, I got a hug from Micheal Rooker at comicon, i saw Matt Smith, I met up with some friends as comicon, i cosplayed, i took some pictures, I drew a little, and i snapchatted friends.
But then of course he brings up his girlfriend. And of course i have to make some lame excuse to stop talking to him o i dont start crying again. I wish i could tell someone i know, talk to them about it. I can't talk to mom about it because that is awkward. I can;t talk to Lizzie about it because she will get annoyed plus she doesnt have access to a phone or a computer right now. I cant talk to Dave about it because even though i know he knows i like Moo i like to retend he doesnt know. So i am just going to talk to you guys. You guys being no one seeing as no one follow this blog. whatever, i can see why, unlike most blogs i dont pay attention to my grammar or spelling or puntuation or capitalization. i just type freely. this blog also isnt about anything specific, it is just there and i just write whatever i want in it.
Okay, sorry for wating your time by writing this. you probably dont want to read it. I jut needed to get it off my chest somehow. Goodnight? idk when anyone will be reading this but it is goodnight for me right now. goodnight. :3

Cosplay hair

Working in my cosplay hair right now with mom. Its not working because of my dark hair color so the colored hair spray wont turn as bright red as we want. I think mom wants to attempt to style the wig we have. I feel so bad that she is doing this for me. I feel like i am making everything hard for her to do. I wish i didnt want to go to this con because if i didnt then it would be a lot easier on every one.